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soulbythesea wrote: bob3d wrote: Well, my Thursday went like most Thursdays... (1) 50mg Naltrexone, (1) hour, (6) beers. I have so much resolve to abstain, until that special time mid-afternoon, when I become: " Alcohol Man"! Able to do nothing with no regard for anyone. And who, disguised as Bob, a respected member of the work force, continues to drink, fail, and wake up in the morning as a disgusted self-loathing mess.OK, enough with the Superman spoof. I really would like to spend more days sober than not. Is that too much to ask? Each day when I rationalize drinking with Nal again, I think OK I'll do it this last time, but this will be it... the next time will be an AF day. That day never comes, though. I want my freedom from alcohol and I want it now. Bob  I was scrolling back over the posts of yours i read not long after i first joined this board and found this- what an amazing turnaround! Well done you! Your tenacity and commitment have been inspiring. Its been a privelege to be a witness to your sharing of your struggle. Thankyou Thanks sbts! Yes, I came across some interesting posts when I read through my own thread last night and that was one of them. Something to remember and something to share with others is that my above quoted post was made during my 12th week or 9 weeks ago, a couple of weeks past the half-way mark. I certainly didn't see this cure coming as the others will also attest to. But it does eventually come, as I now clearly see. Now I can't imagine feeling like that. I hope and believe that those desperate feelings will never occur again. Bob
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Code: Pre-TSM~54u/Wk
Wk1-52:40,42,39,28,33,33,43,40,36,30,34,30,30║30,38,13,25,4,22,12,6,9,5,9,3,5║6,6,5,4,9,6,0,9,2,2,5,4,4║3,4,5,3,4,2,6,2,6,4,8,2,2u
W53-91: 4, 2, 2, 2, 3, 2, 1, 5, 4,17, 0, 0, 0║ 3, 0, 3, 0,3, 0, 2,0,0,0,0,0,0║0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0u
"Cured" @ Week 21 (5 Months), Current Week: 97 (23rd Month)
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