Welcome Newbie.
You probably will need to persuade your GP or psychiatrist to prescribe naltrexone to curb your habit. Bring the book and highlight the chapter for medical professionals. You should also copy this article in the New York Times which makes it clear that GPs have the authority to prescribe naltrexone to help people seeking to reduce their drinking. Hand this article to your GP and you'll probably get the nal.
http://query.nytimes.com/gst/fullpage.h ... one&st=cseUnfortunately, you may have to tell your doctor that you will use naltrexone with abstinence, because most doctors are fearful of prescribing it to patients who say they will still drink, primarily to prevent lawsuits and not in consideration of their patients' health. The fact is naltrexone only works while you continue to drink, not with abstinence. Our experience here is that you are best off telling your doctor, "I do not intend to drink, but if I do, I want to be on naltrexone." You'll probably get it that way, if not, go online and get the nal.
Dig deeper here and you will read almost nothing but success stories. Of the approximate 180 members, all but a handful are reporting drastic drops in cravings and consumption. Check out SpringerRider, who is cured, Bob3d, who is all but cured, Potato, who is drinking within safe levels... RV3... These are the people off the top of my head who are now drinking at safe levels and there are many more than that here. Also, the process takes a long time: 3-4 months minimum if you drink 35 per week; a lot longer if you drink more than that. Bottom line: NOT ONE PERSON HERE HAS TRIED TSM AND DECLARED IT A FAILURE. You will also find many benefits almost immediately: you will have more control with your drinking, fewer, if any blackouts, fewer, if any hangovers, less, if any, embarrassing drunken behavior, far more clarity and far more control. For me, even if my numbers do not get down to a safe level, TSM will have been a life-changing event for these reasons alone. Beware of the fact that when you first start naltrexone you'll probably feel nauseous but it invariably goes away within the week. Also beware that when you first start, you will probably experience an immediate reduction in your drinking that only lasts a few weeks and then you'll drink as much, or more, than you did previously. This is NORMAL. Extinction takes months -- 3 to 4 minimum, if you drink 35 per week, as stated, and much longer if you drink more than that.
GOOD LUCK AND WELCOME.