figured I'd post my progress in this thread. let me know if you think I should repost in a separate one.
I got my Nal scrip on friday and decided to try a half-pill that afternoon before having a glass of wine with dinner later on. first drink in over 3 months...
was not really prepared for the drug's side effects. felt pretty "stoned" within 15-30 min of taking the half-pill. anyway... had a glass of wine with dinner. drank the glass leisurely and did not feel compelled to have another. this is a good thing. not like how I used to be. was quite tired so hit the hay pretty soon after dinner. I'll come back to this.
woke up the next morning with a ripping hangover. more comparable to when I'd polish off the whole bottle than a single glass. I was aware of nal-overs so I figure that's what it was.
yesterday, took the other (slightly more sizable) half of the pill mid-afternoon, same plan. again felt "stoned" in a way that was not particularly comfortable. I should mention, I smoke marijuana often, just a couple tokes as a mood stabilizer/anti-anxiety. this "stoned" feeling is not the same. not enjoyable, just kind of groggy and dizzy. some nausea as well.
had another glass of wine with dinner. same result - felt nice, tasted nice, drank it slowly, kind of contemplated a second but opted against it. went out for ice cream with my and our hosts' families, came back and did dishes, went to bed after plenty of time to digest and allow the wine to work through my system.
woke up this morning with a nal-over again. not as bad as the night before, I'd reckon, but still present. it didn't recede throughout the day felt a combination of woozy, nauseous, "thin", tired, spacy... again, like I drank 5-6x the amount I actually had.
unlike a normal hangover, this feeling is still present as of this writing, well over 24 hours after the dose and 24 hours after the alcohol. nothing - not a big meal, not strong coffee, not a lot of water, and not time - has really helped.
How does this compare to others' experiences?
Is there any correlation between strength of side effects in the individual and strength of the "nal-over"?
In only having one glass per night, did the naltrexone work, or did I simply moderate my drinking in a secure, predictable environment?
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