lessdrinkin wrote:
Robert and rosekid- 100% feel the exact same way. Flat. A bit of nausea. My libido is gone-literally. But I am thinking that if this gets me where I want to be I can live with this for now. I still can't believe how much this takes away drinking pleasure. It's like I'm drinking warm tap water. Just blah.
im happy to put up with mild nausea, flattening of mood and insomnia if its temporary .
I think though that the goal for me has to be eventual abstinence , i dont want to be controlled chemically long term by either alcohol or selincro
and i worry
I know its only 2 weeks but I worry
I worry about the fact that I still cant visualize myself having af days without white knuckling
I worry about the fact that I enjoy my one glass of wine enormously . I started with daily medication after lunch on basis of avoiding nausea and being a daily drinker
after reading Joes remarks about bringing dosage nearer to the hour before ,, to closer associate pill with waiting the hour ,, i found i would forget and then take in eve and have to wait around . I would be hanging for that hour to be up ..
so i wonder are there two things going on , only one of which is affected by the pill
1. my initial crave which is satisfied by the one glass once i ve taken selincro . this could perhaps be some physical dependency ?
2. the behaviour that chases the dragon . this seems to occur after more than one drink and is blocked by selincro . it is the urge or drive i believe that is more answered in me by whiskey , it is perhaps more directly alcohol specific ..
the forum is good . very helpful reading other peoples experiences and ideas . Ive read the books and looked at some of the studies and also the critiques .
In the end , the jurys out , but I do think selincro is an invaluable tool in the addicts box .
cheers