Thanks a LOT for the input and support, friends!
To answer your question, Joe, I am down to 25 mg and would not even consider going higher until I am not seeing SE's. And, as Jaba suggested, I might even go back to 12.5 again for awhile. Because , although the SE's aren't anything like what they were when I was taking 50 mg -- or even the 2nd day after I took 25 mg -- I am feeling a low grade nausea and exhaustion coming on, let's see... approximately 16 hours after I take the nightly dose. So I take the nal at 5 and by around noon the next day, the SE's start. I am also most definitely seeing some depression in my normally pretty high, optimistic spirits. As in when I lose my temper, as I did last night with my husband, I stay mad for a long time when normally I'm not one to hold a grudge.
This is giving me a tiny taste of what it must be like for my husband when he's in one of his depressive periods. So from that point of view, perhaps it's a good life lesson in understanding better what he's going through. But enough already! The dampening of spirits is wearing and not sure how much longer I can put up with it.
Was debating last night between stopping the nal and seeing if the CBT work I did earlier re triggers, rationalizations, etc. might just be enough on its own to keep me at my target drinking rate. Other choice, stopping the nal AND the drinking and see how that went. And a third choice thanks to you guys -- might try bumping down to 12.5 again first and see if THAT allows me to hold to my 'drink quota' w/o SE's
But before I get that drastic, I think today I will try drinking a heck of a lot of water throughout the day and especially if/when I notice the SE's coming on. That possibly might do the trick.
I will report.
By the way, if I take my Mexican med, difenadol, for the nausea, that works really well. But I can't get that in the states and I'm running low. Plus it only works for about 3 hours. I think I'll try the low dose dramamine I suggested to Joe and see if that helps. And I'm sure I could get a nausea med scrip from the doc if I wanted to. The depression/hair trigger temper is more problematic and worrying.
Re naltrexone in Mexico, I read somewhere it was available with a scrip. But never tried to get it. So maybe I'm wrong.
If your friend speaks Spanish, she could have inquired about this at the farmacias. FYI, in Mexico many pharmacies have little walk in clinics right next door where you can go for a $200 peso consult and get a scrip for whatever you need. In the case of naltima, your friend would have needed to go to a pharmacy with a good supply chain. Because they would be unlikely to have it in stock and would have to look it up in the Mexican version of the Physcian's Desk Reference and then order it in.
In any case my GP didn't bother to check my story especially since I was able to show her a packet of the naltima which doesn't indicate it was made in India and, indeed, has all the text on the foil pack in English.
By the way, the price for 120 50 mg tablets via River Pharmacy was, I believe, $223.00 US. Shipping was free. Arrived from India and had a NY/US customs stamp on it and then was sent on to me in Hawaii. Just called the Costco and generic naltrexone HCL is available at $67 US for 100 50 mg tablets. So a VERY considerable savings!
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