This is mainly a modification of what's I posted over on OSL, as I now have a few weeks to report on:
4 weeks in, so past time to create my own Progress thread.
This all started when a friend disturbed my fruitless ruminations about getting sober by falling into a state of abject bingetude. He was in fairly bad shape and needed to go into detox, so I volunteered to help him pull it together, gave him a ride and sat with him till they were ready to take him in. A little over a week later, I got a text that he was being released and needed a ride home. Picked him up, got him back home and we both cleared the booze out of the place. He was ready to swear it off. I loaded up my car with every last drop and hauled it away. He's determined to stay clean, no matter what, didn't need the expensive outpatient program they were pushing on him, no longer had the desire for drink.
Being the kind of guy I am, I started looking up resources for him, he seemed resigned to AA, but I knew he wasn't the "higher power" sort and I could identify with that. I'd been to an AA-type meeting some time ago and wasn't that impressed. So many there were serial relapsers. I sensed an odd sort of masochism in the way they almost seemed to revel in their failure, that's really the best way I can describe it. I found a secular/humanist 12-step group listed online and shot him the info. Then I ran across SMARTRecovery and sent him the links on that, thought it might be the sort of thing that I could plug into myself, I sent him that info and let him know I'd go along if he was interested.
I don't really recall how I came across it. My friend was given an Rx of Naltrexone "for abstinence", perhaps it was during a fit of research on how the stuff worked that I first stumbled across The Sinclair Method. It clicked fairly immediately for me. I like the rest of you had heard of family and friends, read reports of both celebrities and "nobodies" that time and time again ran afoul of the Alcohol Deprivation Effect, with each relapse worse and more damaging than the next. Careers destroyed, families ruined, innocent people killed, year after year, decade after decade. We've seen it, we've heard about it, we've read about it since we were kids. If you were lucky, then you kept the damage contained and your life force simply disappeared into a mist of booze. That was the State of the Art.
A wise person once said:
"If we can't seem to find a good answer, maybe we're not asking a good question."
Well, many years ago, Dr. Sinclair asked a few rats a very, very good question. The rats did not disappoint.
This explained how (after a 30+ year habit), an attempt to taper down from 12 beers a day to 2 ended up in, uh, let us say... in my (ahem) successfully demonstrating the shortcomings of that particular approach. I'd been planning to go from 2 to zero, then get a Rx for Nal and cement my sobriety. My taper collapsed into a 15-beer backlash that left me holding down the sofa for a few days.
You got my pride, Hangin' outta my bed You're messin' with my life So I bought my lead...
Fortunately, C3's website listed a Doc that was fairly close and his website confirmed that he was familiar with TSM. I set an appointment online, got my bloodwork, had my prescription in hand and "So I bought my lead", starting Nal on January 6th.
Fast-forward to today.
After no small battle with side-effects, my numbers have dropped from 12 per day to the 4-6 per day range. The side-effects are fading, it may take me a month at this pace before they've passed. They have been difficult to deal with (primarily dizziness, lack of balance, fuzzy thought processes) but I'm a really odd case as far as that goes. Most folks are done with the side effects in a week, if they have any at all. I may be in the Honeymoon period, time will tell, but I've yet to ramp up to 50mg. I'll be doing that in 12.5mg steps.
So, here we go:
From a typical pace of 84 units/week, I start with part cramdown / part Nal for the first week, about 50/50.
Week / Units / AF Days 1 /58.6 / 0 2 /51.9 / 0 3 /36.6 / 0 4 /31.3 / 0
So there you have it. Over a 50% reduction from Pre-TSM with not much effort (aside from the side-effects, which really cramped my style). No AF days yet, likely coming this month though.
Many thanks to all the good folk who have posted their trials and tribulations and thanks for the encouragement and suggestions! It appears I'm on my way!
Last edited by JoeSixPack on Mon Feb 01, 2016 7:03 pm, edited 1 time in total.
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