Thank you Dr. Eskapa, I agree that it is worth going through a bit of nausea to be free of this addiction.
I think maybe I have over reacted with the urine thing, as I have indeed since noticed that if I drink a juice of red grapes/strawberries (I am drinking this just about every morning as I have a small shop, and rather than let the fruit get bad and have to throw it out, I have been juicing or blending it) that by the evening my urine is a very dark colour- however this is only for one or two 'goes' then it is back to a clear pale yellow I have no other signs that anything is wrong with my liver, my eyes are white, my skin is pink, no tiredness or loss of appetitie so I am going to try again.
I am still planning on having a liver test, but I will not be able to make it to the doctor until Friday. He will send me for a test on Monday. It will be around 4 or 5 days before the results are back, then I will have to wait till I can make it down there again- all in all we are talking 2 weeks. I would prefer to start again now, then in 2 weeks time if he tells me something is wrong I will stop. I imagine all will be fine, I really don't want to wait to start my cure!
Sorry for being a hypochondriac
I have taken 25mg today and so far feel a bit tired by otherwise fine! So Marby is back on track!