Hello all, it has been several weeks time since I updated or posted.... For a couple of reasons I may have to create a new profile but will keep for now.
Drinking wise, my first seven weeks were wildly effective! Down from 78.33 drinks to 26.31. However, after that, I have increased and am now higher than when I started. I believe it is due to an anti depressant that I added.
My GF complained about my irritability, and I have been on anti-depressants on and off over the last five years after my mom and wife died in 2010 and 2011. I had not been on any anti depressants prior to that and certainly not when I was sober for 15 years, save six months in 2010.
One AD in particular has been pretty effective for me in the past, but the downside of it, is it also helped hangovers and made it very difficult (in my opinion) for me to stop drinking once I started.
I too knew I was very irritable during those seven weeks but kept hoping it would subside. I did start the anti-depressants again, and in about one week my drinking started to increase. Now it is difficult to say whether the medicine alone was the cause. This past month was the anniversary of my wife's death and one of my children has had a very tough go and that has added a lot of stress. So it has been a particularly stressful holiday season. None the less, my weekly level has increased to 79 drinks this week. That is HIGHER than my first week and very concerning.
My irritability has indeed lessened. My weight has dropped and remained stable. That is good news, and even though my drinking has increased, it is by and large controllable and I am not falling down, black out drinking. But my lethargy has increased dramatically! That is a side effect of the anti-depressant and I vacillate between anxiety and depression. There have been several days the last few weeks where I am in bed sleeping for 12-14 hours.
I also added a very small dose, about 1 mg daily of odansetron (Zofran) because I have it and had read studies about small amounts helping heavy drinkers with early onset AUDs. I don't suspect though that is causing any negative issues.
My plan for now is to continue with my regimen of medications for another 30-60 days to see if things get better again as the holidays pass and my anti depressant levels out.
If it does not, I am thinking I will discontinue the anti depressant and add gabapentin instead as I have read several studies about this decreasing the irritability some people experience.I am also contemplating upping my dose of naltrexone. By and large the first couple of beers taste okay and then taste off as they have since I started naltrexone, but I just drink through it even though it does not taste good. Maybe the anti depressant is robbing my receptors of some naltrexone and I can counteract that. I am pretty sure if my drinking decreases, so will my lethargy.
On other good news, my gf did add naltrexone to one of the drugs she started for weight loss and it has worked very well, and she is very conscious about taking it at least an hour before drinking.
Sorry for the long post, I have been reading and keeping up wtih this site, just not posting lately.
I welcome any thoughts. Enjoy the rest of the holiday season.
