jaba wrote:
Ocean,
Do you notice that flat feeling that everyone talks about? Has your anxiety increased at all, esp. when your al. intake decreased? Just curious.
Thanks for your comments
Jaba
No in fact it would be the opposite. Drinking would give me anxiety. Even when I was an active alcoholic in the field if I stopped drinking my anxiety would go way down. Part of the withdrawal was increased anxiety. THe brain would increase anxiety in hopes to get me to drink it away which almost always worked.
I am only taking 12.5mg on the far majority of drinking sessions going up to 25mg on a few occasions.
I'm not really sure what that flat feeling is like. That's not to say I've not felt it. I may have because the one thing I noticed since starting TSM is that I am not swinging way up and downs with my thoughts about drinking and the self inflicted punishment/cure cycle that I've gone through over the last 25 years. So I was like a sin wave so to speak and now it's more like a straight line. But that's not to be confused with depression. I've always been happy about just about everything except for the hangovers and insane desire to drink.
I could also be very bad at self diagnoses

But as far as I can tell I've never really had symptoms of depression.
When I first started taking Naltrexone I'd swear that I could feel it kick in and that the desire to drink would go down. I know they say this isn't the case but I thought it was there.
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I have not heard anything about low dose Naltrexone, are there any published journals on that issue?