Firebird - Try not to over-think it, which is very easy to do, especially during this 10 to 14 week period. It seems like forever that we've been doing this and seemingly nothing.
But occasionally, we get what I have called "glimpses of the future". I hope you get them too! Days, where you don't really feel like drinking or maybe you do, but there is no outstanding craving to imbibe.
For me, after the dullest, most predictable drinking week of my life, here I am today indifferent about having anything else to drink. I took my Nal, waited an hour, I had 2 drinks, the second of which I almost didn't finish, and now I don't want any more... quite atypical of my drinking habits. Another glimpse of things to come.
One day, every day will be like it is for me today and that gives me hope. I trust that you occasionally have days like this also, and these can bring you hope too!
Bob
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"Cured" @ Week 21 (5 Months), Current Week: 97 (23rd Month)
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