Tamara,
If you end up white knuckling it, it would be better to take the pill. I have found that in the beginning when I would white knuckle it I would drink too much the next time (I would try to have 3 af days after a nal over by the 2nd I was white knuckling it). However, if you feel good, go for it!
Deena wrote:
I am not sure why it feels so much easier if someone else is doing it, too.
Deena, for me it is the knowledge that someone is there for me and suffering along with me. Not saying that I was suffering, but the thought of white knuckling it just puts me on edge. I am definitely Pavlov's dog for I feel like I am white knuckling it just by talking about it...good grief!
And the ladies at the dentist office just laughed for they are older than me, and they understand. The lady waiting to be seen said be thankful it was the day before and not the day after (so true). I really need to get a smart phone so I can link my computer with my phone!
Steve, if you and newlife do a Thursday and/or Friday I will be in. I don't get that great feeling being off the nal. that everyone else reports, so I would like to have more days strung along to see if that will help.
Steve was that a flight to Vegas...it might have been me
Jaba