Hi Fried Chicken - and welcome.
I can totally relate to how you feel, but it is really early days for you and I promise it does get better. I am taking Selincro (which is a form of Nal available in the UK - it works in the same way as Nal but isn't processed through the liver) The side affects of Selincro were horrendous for the first week (feeling sick, totally blah, couldn't be bothered to do anything, depressed, couldn't eat - let alone drink). However, over time my body has adjusted to it and I barely feel any side affects now.
I have been a very slow responder - I'm 9 months in (in some respects I think that has been my own fault, as I thought it was a case of taking a magic pill and I would miraculously be cured! I now understand it doesn't work like that. I am now putting in effort by choosing not to drink on some days and it is only since I've been doing this that I realise that TSM really is working.
In the past, if I attempted an AF day I would be climbing the walls, feel stressed, angry, and basically ripping my hair out. I now realise that the addiction / craving aspect has probably 90% disappeared. The only real discomfort I feel by not drinking now is the loss of habit - not really knowing what to do with the time that I usually spent gulping down wine and blacking out.
The extinction process takes time - but I believe it does and will happen for you if you are patient. BUT don't make the same mistake as me. Start thinking mindfully - ie: analyse how you are feeling when you THINK you want a drink - do you really crave it, will you get a buzz and feel better after drinking, could you feel satisfied if you ate something or drank something non-AL? The good thing with TSM is - if you do really crave it etc - then go ahead drink it as long as you take your Nal one hour before. However, if you keep thinking like this and questioning it, one day you will think 'No - I don't crave it and actually I'd probably feel just as happy with a soda'
In the past I tried Campral, Antabuse (never tried Baclofen) and had no results at all. TSM does work, but you need to stick with it and be patient. Good luck and keep posting and sharing your thoughts. We're all in this together. xxx
_________________ Began TSM on 31st October 2014 Before TSM - 18 years + heavy drinking Approx 58 - 60 drinks a week (around 80 UK units)
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