Hey Everyone,
I have been thinking about you guys lots lately - and keep meaning to get back on here ....but life had gotten away on me, it seems.

I hope you are all well.... I will go check in and read the posts and reconnect.
Well, I think I am am pretty much there - not quite confident to put myself on the 'cured list' but I will be soon. It has been a great couple of weeks with the majority of my days being AF - average of 5 of 7 are AF - and on the days I am drinking, it is fairly limited - and anything over 2 drinks is over a longer period of time. I am finding that the higher dose of Nal does make me feel rather nauseous, especially if I eat, so there is definitely some additional reasons why I am not drinking on top of just not craving, however before cravings were much too strong to let that be a reason not to drink so there is definitely progress.
Now that my drinking is in check, I have been able to focus on other areas of my life much more effectively. I have been able to delve into the issue I have had regarding really bad PMS that I have had forever - and am starting to get treatment for that. It was amazing to see that my craving increased with my cycle - and realize how I was using alcohol to manage my agitation and exhaustion that was connected with my PMS. I am happy to be working towards managing my hormones and reaping the rewards of a more consistent and balanced state of being.
I have also been able to focus more on my body and health and getting some more routine into my life and I am enjoying that as well....although it is slow going, there is progress there as well. I have been doing some more moving, some yoga and am being much more consistent with my nutrition.
My kids and husband are gone for a couple of days and I am going to drink today and really pay attention to my reaction to the drinking when they aren't here - because there is nothing outside of me and my own motivations in play. I'll let you know how it goes. If it goes well, I think I will soon be posting on the cured list. So here's hoping!......

Jephiner