Houtx - right at the moment I totally with you: blah . . . it still feels good. Still I keep with it, because I would have been drinking anyway. But here's my thoughts anyway.
A simple formula can yield complex results if there is even one uncontrolled variable. In TSM that variable is the differing personalities, experiences and expectations of each individual. It sort of like (drinking + naltrexone) / (
individual differences) = cure(?). We don't know for sure it's going to work. We go on faith because most of us have run out of alternatives. The discussions on this board help to neutralise that (
individual differences) variable. By getting a grip on what is similar and dissimilar for other people, we are better able to understand the unique way TSM is working (or not working) for us as individuals.
I agree that it can be easy to over think this, but if we just went with the formula as presented in the book, this would be a pretty thin message board; I think one post would probably cover it pretty well. (I used to drink Lysol under the Aurora bridge but I followed the plan and I can't believe it now I'm cured and I'm about to get my degree in astrophysics and I've met my dream girl and we just bought a house in Medina and my kids love me plus my fly is always zipped up now and oh my God I've never really noticed the color green before and . . . )
But if I can look and see that, say "PukinMyGutzOut" was really struggling for nine weeks until, BAM suddenly he had a breakthrough in week ten, well that really helps me keep the faith that regardless of my current status I will eventually find success even though I might be an oddball in this program.
We don't want to re-invent the wheel here, but it doesn't hurt to retool the tire in order to establish a smother ride. I find that reading the diversity of experiences here helps me to fine tune my own program in a way that suits me. We are not rats. And as far as I know the rats did not have the benefit of a message board on which to share their experiences. But if they had, and their little paws could type, I bet they would have had some stories to tell. And I'll bet that some of the new, doubting rats could have benefited from experiences of the old-timers.
OK, maybe not, but at least it's entertaining
FireB