Week 65, 17 units, 2 af. Went out 5 nights and had 2, 4, 2, 6 and 3 beer nights. Only got out one night to the live music, dancing and that was the 6 beer night. My life has changed in that several nights I have and prefer the company of my gf and I am in a dating situation. TSM did what it was suppose to do. It weakened my physical addiction to a point where my common sense had the possibility of regaining control. I still have the habit of drinking but I am somewhat the one in control, not like before. I am a work in progress and believe the best is yet to come. 65 weeks may sound like a long time but it has gone by fast. After drinking for 40 years and being hard headed this path has suited me well. In signing out I want to wish you all the best. A few words of advice, do not create any bad habits that do not already exist. Follow the GR and be mindful of your relationship to your addiction, your urges. Watch and prepare for their weakening. Prepare to incorporate new positive habits to replace the time your addiction previously held. Life is about choices, it is nice to have them back. Peace.......Start TSM 4/10/14, pre TSM probably between 60 and 70, going as high as 85 units per week for months straight .......................................... Wks: 1-52.5.......... 11-42.75.............21-21.75, 2 af................31-17, 4 af.....................41-26.5, 2 af................51-20, 4 af...............61-21, 3 af 2-52.5.......... 12-36.75.............22-23, 1 af....................32-15, 4 af.....................42-17, 4 af...................52-26, 3 af..............62-17, 3 af 3-53.5.......... 13-27.................23-25..........................33-18, 4 af.....................43-16, 4 af...................53-23, 3 af...............63-18-2 af 4-51............ 14-28.75..............24-19.5, 1 af.................34-12, 5 af.....................44-21, 3 af...................54-25, 3 af...............64-20, 3 af 5-50.5..........15-27.5................25-9...........................35-19, 4 af.....................45-24, 3 af...................55-29. 2 af...............65-17, 2 af 6-56.5..........16-27.5................26-14.75......................36-17, 4 af.....................46-22, 3 af...................56-28,2 af 7-51.............17-30..................27-19.5, 2 af.................37-16, 4 af.....................47-16, 4 af...................57-30, 1 af 8-46.............18-34.5...............28-17, 3 af....................38-30, 2 af.....................48-17, 4 af...................58-23, 2 af 9-46.............19-28.5...............29-17.5, 3 af..................39-16, 4 af.....................49-22, 3 af...................59- 23, 2 af 10-42...........20-14.5, 3 af.........30-17, 4 af....................40-12, 5 af......................50-19, 4 af...................60-20, 2 af
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