Week 3 and still holding steady...kind of. I did not have as many low level (1-3) drinks per day as I did the first two. My goal is to be under 30 drinks per week for now...preferably 25. Some interesting things happened this week. Saturday, I just did not "feel" like drinking and my mind wrestled with that the entire day. Still, I took a pill and drank. On Sunday, I committed to a AF day which I accomplished without a great deal of mental effort. I was certainly not craving a drink, I was struggling with habit. Monday was a US holiday. We went out on a boat with friends. I took a NAL at noon and had a light beer at 1pm. Then, I amazed myself by having a mineral water next, then an hour later another light beer. I actually drove us home. My alcodroid app indicated that I never got above .03 BAC the afternoon. I kind of wrecked it that night by having a few more. Tried for another AF day yesterday, but just gave in. I can definately feel my mind shifting ever so slightly, but I know this will certainly take time.
The week upcoming is certainly going to be interesting. I have a weekend event where alcohol will not be available, so I have a given 2 AF days! But then, I head to a tropical beach-front vacation for a week.
