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Hey Cheeto,
I just wanted to thank you for your honesty and your updates. I'm only about 8 weeks in and have so many of the same feelings you have - and it is a relief to know I am not alone. I am absolutely hating this time and having to drink and wait. Having said that, if I am honest with myself, I'm not sure I could white knuckle it and quit anyway - so WTH ....I might as well just keep putting my days in. I am having depression, weird mini hot flashes at night (not full on, but less extreme), interrupted sleep, rough mornings, and I am also afraid I am doing permanent damage to my liver and that I am going to drop dead because of my drinking too (I'm 42).
This really does suck. I'm so thankful that there are the rest of you here so I have people to talk to and some way to gauge what is normal. I can't wait for my own healing but honestly, I can't wait for yours either. I have so much love and compassion for us all as we do our best as the Nal does its work.
xoxo
Jephiner
_________________ Jephiner Weeks 1-4 - wasn't tracking week/units/AF Days 5/19.5/3 6/16.2/2 7/23.4/1 8/26.8/1 9/18.7/3 10/19.3/2 week 10 - 16 - haven't been tracking
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