I feel like I made some healthy progress this last week and there are some encouraging changes to report.
First the insurance issue from my accident was resolved between my carrier and the railroad company. That's been hanging over my head for a long time now, and I'm glad it's over. I just want to move forward and not look back. I'm lucky to be alive.
Regarding the my TSM progress, Last week I was below 20 USA units for the first time
My weekly graph still looks like a roller coaster but there's no doubt about the trend. Like I posted last week, if I look at my daily graph, it's the roller coaster from hell; if I look at my weekly graph its still a roller coaster but not so crazy; if I look at my emerging monthly graph it's what I'd call progress.
I have noticed that my tolerance is going down, and it doesn't take much before I decide no, I don't feel like any more. So last week I switched beer brands to a lower alcohol content beer. It's helping space out the time between drinks, and so far so good. The fact that it really doesn't taste all that good doesn't hurt either. I'll call that mild aversion therapy.
Last week I went to my second Moderation Management meeting in St Louis, and I find that helpful too. It's a very small and personal group and having like-minded people to talk to face2face helps. I'm sure that's not for everyone, but I find it supportive, and they're open to the fact that I'm doing TSM. One of these days I hope to do a 30 day abs period and take it from there.
Anyway, I'm feeling encouraged, no question in my mind that there's a light at the end of this tunnel.
