Just a quick pop in at 13 Weeks today on TSM and really nothing new to report. I am just staying with the Golden Rule and making sure I have Nal with me at all times!
Nal On..

Applause! You are doing great. Stay the course and enjoy it while you can. When TSM kicks in, you'll experience a different reality.

looking good Cheeto - your AF's are creeping up

Nal On!

Gracias plantpr0 & badger1 but I am having a hard time having an AF day here in Mexico. Oh well I
will just stay the course!

Gracias plantpr0 & badger1 but I am having a hard time having an AF day here in Mexico. Oh well I
will just stay the course!

I am getting very down as I am drinking way more than I ever have and am feeling sick pretty much everyday and every night. I have not wavered from the Golden Rule at all but when I do drink after taking Nal I feel like I get drunk very quickly along with blacking out more.
I am now at 14 1/2 weeks and am getting so discouraged from every other person's posting on here that TSM is working in some ways for them. God I pray this works for me soon!
Sorry just not wanting to be one of those that TSM does not work for.

Cheeto

I was there, frustrated, down, doubting, I continued because I had no where else to go. You have been complient and from what you've posted your no different from any of us here.

Remember it's science at its best, you cannot alter what's happening to your brains pathways even if you wanted too.

It's extra frustrating because we want this so much. However pharmaceutical extinction will take place when those super highways have been Shrivelled and new fledgling paths created. How long that takes is different for each of us I guess.

It's not if it happens but when. Keep the faith cheeto you are probably nearer than you could possibly dream.

God Speed

John

hi Cheeto,

sorry to hear you're getting frustrated. I found this thread recently when I was digging back through the forum:

viewtopic.php?f=19&t=2442

it's a few years old, but I found it quite useful as it shows that the vast majority of people don't reach 'cured' in a few weeks, or even in a few months, so hang in there & keep the faith!

Nal + Drinking + PATIENCE = CURE!!

-badger

Hang in there Cheeto and nal-on!

Get back to tracking your numbers if you can. I know it's hard sometimes and it must be even harder in Mexico, but it's good self-discipline.

But the most important thing you already know..........STAY COMPLIANT!!!!

Thank you thistime, badger & all41 for your support. Badger thank you for the link as that makes me feel better. I know I need to have patience but I just get angry at this stupid alcohol hell I am in and how everyday ends up the same as the last, me getting drunk! I feel really sick today and hope I can manage an AF day today? Yes I will stop my whining and just stay positive that things are working in my brain even though I don't feel any changes yet.
Nal ON!!!