neptune wrote:
My big court day on Jan 15th, really scared, but I wish it was tomorrow, I want this over with, Ive been under the thumb of the law since dec 22nd 2013. thats a long time!
Yes, it is. Do you want to talk about it? Many of us here can empathize with alcohol-related arrests.[/quote]
My court was yesterday. The Officer lied under Oath,and it makes me have even less respect for Authority figures. Of course, I need to constructively deal with that emotion by talking/typing about it, and not acting out. I never had a problem with acting out, until this last run in with the police well and the time before that. But maybe it relates to me being bullied as a child, and the alcohol just gave me courage ( at the wrong time). It is difficult to disprove an Officer when the Judge usually sides with the Police. On another note, the matter was not resolved, they ran out of time in court, and therefore it is adjourned again until March. I've been waiting since April for a verdict, and March will make it almost a full year, of being on Bail, including conditions not to consume alcohol, however when I was white knucklin it, I went to AA, and then relased, in those relapses I am at high risk when not on Naltrexone for getting caught drinking and driving, or in some sort of confrontation with the police. So now I am not going to AA, and I am taking nal when I drink , and it seems my risk of falling into a bad relapse is nonexistant.