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It has to do with the effects of pro-longed nal usage on me. It didn't just target the alcohol for extinction. Basically it targeted or shotgun blasted all the things that excited me. Before I was like a kid in a candy store. Running after one pleasure to the next. I was too one sided so to speak without having enough mental discernment in place for my own good. It was like pleasure and excitement were the cornerstone of my life
This has also been on my mind a lot. I had an AF day Wednesday, then on Thursday I am thinking, I must do all my good activities today, I managed to check a few off, but didn't go for a run and was kicking myself this morning. I guess that in fact over time more AF days will come and without the alcohol calling I will naturally re-enforce the good things. I just hope that the Nal won't extinct my love for these things in between times.
On the other hand I am very like plantpro, running about thrill seeking and some of those things are just like booze, o.k in little doses.. but we do them to extreme.