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Just checking in again... there've been a few "significant life events" since my last post such losing my job (redundancy, I wasn't the only one) a week before Christmas, Christmas itself, getting a new job a few hundred miles away, selling a house, moving house, starting a new job, having a birthday (yesterday) and having a much-loved cat put to sleep (today). I'm pleased to report that I've not been out-of-control drunk at any time despite my brain being very keen on the idea, and that Nal continues to work. My current concern is that my current intake (~2 units/day) is much more than at the nadir in November, and that there's been a slow-but-steady upward trend since then. I'm optimistic that it's not significant because I've not felt in danger of being out of control at any point, but worry that I'm deluding myself. For now, though, I'm just going to be happy that I'm a year older and not in a state of shame, remorse and humiliation from the previous day.
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