melissa1928 wrote:
You'll practice harm reduction for the next few weeks, right? It'd be a real kick in the shorts to get a DUI or something when you're just about to start getting better.
Hi Melissa.
Yes, of course. My p155ed comment was a bit blase. I don't drive when drinking and I don't drink so much I can't work the next day.
My problem is I drink every day, without fail. I have spent most of the past three years working on mainland Europe and staying in hotels during the week. Nothing to do but drink. Usually around 4 or 5 litres of beer a day. At weekends I can easily polish off a bottle and a half of wine per day.
I describe myself as a functioning alcoholic in that I am still operating almost normally. It is the almost that is now concerning me as I notice I can't pull words out of my head and I often get a racing heart.
My Doc told me about three years ago that my enzymes were "up" in my liver - indicating excessive drinking but I ignored him, of course.
I now recognise I'm on that slope to the place I've seen so many of my fellow professionals at, thinking it would never happen to me...
TSM is going to get me through this.
Opening up here is also wonderfully cathartic...