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My apologies for my first post being so long...
New to this journey. I have been lurking on this site for over a week. So inspired by everyones' experiences. Have read most of Dr. Eskapa's book and researched the use of Nal. The NIAA in U.S. and many other reputable sites endorse Nal and TSM. SO I dove in.
Took 50 mg. first night and had 4 units of Sauvignon Blanc. FELT HORRIBLE THE NEXT DAY!
Reduced to 12.5 next day -1 glass red wine. Next day? YUCK. But at least I could get out of bed.
Reduced to 6.25 next day - 1 glass red wine. Not perfect but at least I could function. Kept eating little meals, Tums, brisk walk, Advil, anything to divert myself from focusing on the undercurrent of a headache & nausea.
Determined to continue TSM. Game Plan: crushed up Nal, mixed with confectioner's sugar and made up little foil packets of 6.25 mg Nal. Felt like a druggie!
Last night I just about forced myself to drink because I HATE feeling this way. 2 units of Sauv. Blanc. Made sure I had plenty on tummy when I took it, ate a decent meal. This a.m. Feel a bit groggy and slightly nauseous.
I signed up for Extinction NOT Aversion!!!! I really want to be one of the "Cured" someday but I'm starting to feel scared of alcohol rather than disinterested. That's not true Extinction.
I am petite, 61 (look younger), and am in good shape. NO ONE would guess that I can down a bottle of Sauv. Blanc a night! Heavy drinker since my 20's except for pregnancies/nursing. I got really disgusted Nov. 1 and was AF for 5 days before beginning Nal.
Don't know how to continue. Can I take Nal and not drink and maybe my system will get used to it and then I can go back to drinking the TSM way? Of course I know 6.25 is not much but I am hypersensitive to this drug.
Please give me some guidance. Thanks - Fresh Air
_________________ FreshAir Pre-TSM: 40-44 au/wk, 0 AF/days AF 5 days then TSM started Nov. 6, 2012 Wk 1: 10/2 AF, Wk 2: 12.5/1 AF, Wk 3: 15/1 AF, Wk.4: 17/2AF, Wk.5: 19/2AF
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