Well, it's been a while since I last posted. I've been taking the nal for about 5 weeks now and can say it's really working wonders for me. I had been dreading the end of the honeymoon period, but thus far I have not seen it. On some days I totally lose any urge to drink after taking the pill. I still will have at least one to reinforce the extinction, but it does feel like I'm forcing myself on those days. On others, I will have 2 beers and really just feel like I've had enough. A funny feeling that I still sort of smile at when I realize it. I've had two slip ups where I took the pill too late, or it wore off before I started drinking. Learning experiences, but not the end of the world.
I don't know if it's just a placebo effect, but I feel like my urge to drink overall has really diminished. I don't find myself looking ahead to 5:00 when I can go home and start drinking. When I do get the urge to drink, however slight, I take my nal and have maybe a few beers. The days I actually get drunk are social occasions and, to be honest, I don't really enjoy that as much as I used to. The social angle is something I'm going to have to figure out as I don't have any interest in going to the pub and getting **** faced any longer.
I've been pretty bad about keeping track, but I went back and looked at every beer I had last week (something I would never have been able to do before, too many to count!) and it was about 35 units. Before the nal I was easily doing at least 90 a week. I've gotta say, that I am shocked at how well this is working. I really feel like control is within my grasp. After all those times I tried to quit, cut back, moderate, distract myself, etc., and now, finally, I've found something that really works reliably and doesn't require super-human, masochistic self-discipline. It's a good feeling.
Thanks for reading.
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