@Gothegene,
How are you doing? Hope you are continuing with your AF days,
@Friends,
Trust me, Life is becoming better everyday. I have beaten my derpession also. I have been 101 days smokefree. So I fee like..I can achieve whatever I want in life...
At the moment, I am so happy as I used to be, before I started drinking. In those years, neither did I grow spiritually nor emotionaly. I lost my ambitions when I started drinking beers.... I was happy in my career which was stagnant. Now looking forward to life..though I lost prime time of life to alocohol. But one can never happy by living in the past.
I am looking foward to life and planning to join MBA programme in a top institute in my country..though it is subjected to the fact if they accept me

I would not wish beer/Alcohol addiction even to my enemies also..or any kind of addictions....it really kills your intelligence..
May GOD help you all....