Thanks for all the replies End of Benders, Ketch, Digetic, Tiller, Heavy Fuel and EL.
David45, I can understand you are feeling a little discouraged but from the little you told me you're going great. Week 14 is only a tiny way in (about a 3rd of the journey for most) and to be down to 30 drinks a wk with 4 AF after a 20 year drinking history is great going. Definitely hang in there, most of the rewiring will be happening now and you won't be conscious of it happening. In terms of drug and alcohol counsellors, the world was once flat too

. As I understand the FDA have recently approved Naltrexone's twin brother- Nalmefene for use in exactly the way we take Nal in TSM. The marketing is to reduce harm from heavy alcohol intake but all the same I take that as a big tick of approval. Best of luck, it will still take some time for you but you WILL get there!
JDog- I'll still be checking in on you from time to time. I plan to continue to post my weekly figures in weekly progress to take me out for a year- so I won't be going anywhere quickly. Hang in there, I know you have had so many positive changes already, they'll just keep getting better for you.