Weekly recap time...this week flew by and was almost identical to last week, drinking-wise. 17 units again (which is great!); 4 AF days (what I aim for, and great, because I usually only get 3) and moderate drinking on two of the three drinking days (the less good part). I had another 10 unit Friday night, which resulted in a pretty lowkey Saturday - no miserable hangover, but a lot of sleeping and watching movies and canceling on Saturday night going out plans because I felt too lazy. I'm not gonna lie, every once in a while that kind of mild hangover is kind of enjoyable — I think it allows me to have a day totally for myself without responsibilities, which I otherwise rarely grant myself. But drinking 10 units on a Friday night is not something I want to make a habit of, especially once I (hopefully) get fully employed again and weekends become a precious resource

I know for a fact that my last two 10-unit nights are related to my unemployment and my boyfriend being away — sometimes it's hard to justify not staying out late and having fun when it's the first time I've gone out and been with people in days and I feel lonely and dismal about my job prospects (I'm at 159 applications now...). So I'm not going to be too unrealistic with myself right now - there are no real consequences to my hangovers right now, so also less incentive to change. Next Saturday I'm having my 29th birthday party and I know I'll probably have another 10 unit night or so - but if my weekly total is still around 17, I'll be thrilled.
I have to say that I am increasingly thrilled with TSM as well. Although I am still capable of (occasionally) overdrinking on nal, it has now become a choice to do so - and a choice I am making increasingly less often.