akdragonfly wrote:
minneapolisnick wrote:
I'm not totally fired up to drink and it's feeling more and more like a chore instead of an escape.
I've gotten this feeling with TSM too. It's a small ray of hope for me!
This is exactly how I feel about drinking now. Whereas I used to look for an excuse to have a drinking night (like "its dark outside"), I now immediately feel just a little put out that I am going into a drinking situation and have to protect myself with Nal. It's not that I don't enjoy the party/evening out, its more that I simply don't need/crave it. Sometimes I simply decide to go to the party and not drink. And surprisingly, no one really even notices what I'm drinking (ginger ale, water, non-alc beer, etc. This is true liberation without libation.
