Hi there-- I'm definitely quite new to the program, but I have to tell you that I've gone through the very same rush of emotions, fear and panic that you are currently going through while on the pill. Trust me, your system will completely return to normal and you will feel just fine. Once that happens, I suggest you try to take a couple of days off-- by which I mean, no drinking!-- before trying again. If you're very afraid of the side effects, you might want to even try starting off with 12.5mg, then building up to 25mg, and once you're comfortable, 50mg. Now, I'm certainly no expert, given that I've only just begun TSM, but I'm going by what I've read from other members on the board, and what worked for them.
Hang in there, sweetie.
_________________ PRE-NAL: anywhere from 50 - 90 units per week.
WEEK ONE: 15 units, 5 AF days. WEEK TWO: 0 units, 7 AF days! WEEK THREE: (unofficial estimate) 45 or so units? 0 AF days.
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