Hi guys
This has not been a good week and I guess I've been putting off posting as I felt so terrible about my behaviour for a few days. Things have been stressful with our business this week - people not paying on time, issues with jobs and a staff member turning dishonest on us which resulted in an unhappy client. So hubby has been very stressed and I usually tend to take it on board too. On Wednesday I bought a bottle of wine which we shared then I got stuck into hubby's whisky. God knows why - I don't like the taste of it! I was watching TV and I thought hubby was asleep but he came upstairs and told me to turn down the TV and that I was "f-ing up our family". So I did the worst thing I could've done and left (on foot and barefoot!) to get more wine and behave like a bag lady until 2pm the next day. If I hadn't been drunk already I would have realised that hubby was just tired and grumpy and didn't mean what he said. Felt depressed for a couple of days and worked hard in our office on Fri to try and catch up. Thought I might stay AF for a week until my 50th party. Ha ha! But last night we went to a concert (in the rain) at a vineyard and I couldn't resist. At least that didn't end in disaster.
My mum will be coming round tomorrow and is sure to think TSM is not working. I hope she isn't too hard on me - I deserve it if she is...
I hope all of you have had a better week.
The party preparations are under control apart from too many fingers in the pie and my friend who is also turning 50 not trusting our chef friend to get some of the food organised in time! I have been round at my friend's house (party venue) putting up some decorations this arvo. The theme is Chinese New Year/Year of the Rabbit and hopefully most people will get dressed up. I will so need to behave re drinking as hubby's family and my mum will be there. Scary....
We have offered to billet a child from Christchurch affected by the earthquake so may get a boy for a week or two. Our two will need to share a room as we don't have a spare room, but it would be a good thing to do. Our local school had a red & black (Christchurch colours) mufti day and sausage sizzle and raised quite a lot. The whole country has been really supportive as have other countries.
Take care everyone
Sticky
My progress so far: (NZ units)
Week 1: 1,8,AF,3,AF,AF,3.5 total 15.5,3AF
Week 2: AF,8,8,AF,AF,4,8 total 28, 3AF
Week 3: 4,8,AF,8,AF,5,AF total 25, 3AF
Week 4: 16,AF,8,7,AF,10,AF total 41, 3AF
Week 5: 7,12,8,AF,8,AF,8 total 43, 3AF
Week 6: AF,5,12,AF,AF,8,AF total 25, 4AF
Week 7: AF,14,AF,6,AF,5,AF total 25, 4AF
Week 8: 8, AF, 12, 12, AF, 1.5, 1.5 total 35, 2AF
Week 9: 12, AF, 10, 2,AF, 10, AF total 32, 3AF
Week 10: 9, AF, 10, AF,1.5, 6.5, AF total 27, 3AF
Week 11: 12, AF, 14, 3.5, 1, AF, 7.5 total 38, 2AF
Week 12: AF, 8 AF, 9, 2, AF, AF total 19, 4AF
Week 13: 8.5, AF, 9, AF, 12, AF, 14 total 43.5, 3AF