hey letitride,
i am so sorry to hear you are having such a bad reaction. i am wondering if you stopped having the anxiety when you reduced your nal intake. if so, did your al consumption go immediately back up? the reason i ask is that in the past when i stopped drinking i found that both anxiety and depression increased for me. so, i am wondering if it could be at least in part due to your big reduction in al, not just from the nal? you might read around the board here, i think there are many threads about anxiety and there may be a suggestion for something natural that could help reduce your symptoms. also it seems that those who experience bad side effects do best when they give their bodies time to adjust to small amounts first, so could you try again with 12.5 mg for a week or two and see how that goes? if it goes ok, try to increase. most people do find that the side effects subside after a few weeks.
having said all of that, be sure to asses things for yourself, and don't push it if it really doesn't feel right for you. i know from experience that anxiety and depression can be unbearable, so please, do take care.
all the best,
path