I have me douths but I will continue.

phoenix, Im just curious,because I have my own, what are your doubts?? Mine are these..Is this just an excuse to continue drinking?? Am I just kidding myself,yet again?? Am I gonna die like I've seen so many other alcoholics?? Is this just another internet scam?? Why do I have to convince a doctor about a medical treatment?? Am I one of the ones that this is not gonna work for?? If this has been going on for so long in Finland,why am I just hearing about it now?? How can continued drinking be a cure for alcoholism??...These questions and many more are going around my brain like a squirrell cage almost 24 hours a day...But i will tell u this..I have scoured the internet and can find nothing that refutes tsm..Nothing!! And then I ask myself,what other option do I have?? Everything else is abstinence based or unproven..I think of myself in some church basement,sober but sitting on my hands waiting for the next relapse..Well,Im gonna stick this out,I hope you join me..Im lokking forward to the day that I read your post,declaring yourself cured..Ill stick it out that long..How's that sound my friend?? Goodman