Over one month in, I'm extremely happy with TSM.

But I've gotta admit that sometimes I miss the feeling I experienced when drinking pre-TSM. Nal kind of flattens my mood when I drink.

I'm sticking with TSM, happily. But I sometimes look back with bittersweet feelings on those old times.

Anyone else?

Yep those times were fun but for me the fun came to a screaching halt. Those good times became few far and inbetween as I basically was down to partying with myself and life became a living hell on earth. The times I did go out and with friends I was so out of control they could barley stand to be around me and hell I couldn't remember the night as black-outs were getting to be almost everytime I drank for the last couple of years. I had some friends over a little over a week ago and they partied like madmen...I was slightly buzzed but never felt like I was missing out on a thing, I had a great time, they had a great time.

I know one of the reasons I never wanted to quit in the past was always in my mind 'man what about all those good times partying?"....TSM has made me perfectly content to not be out of control and not feel like I am missing a thing.

Yes, I sometimes miss it. But as Crown says, in the end I was so drunk and wild I would black out the evenings and forget everything. And I still get a buzz so I have never once thought, "I won't take my pill so I can get the old buzz." It clearly would not be worth it.

Good answers, all.

Nal helps me find a good balance between fun and responsibility.