Sorry for being such an infrequent poster around here. I thought I could at least contribute to this thread.
I have been smoking pot as a direct alcohol substitute most nights since I became AF, which is 11 weeks now. I did a home (outpatient) alcohol detox using Valium/diazepam, since I had been drinking 20-21 standard drinks every night for months, and very heavily for many years. After detox I tried baclofen but only lasted a week or so on it, as I was unable to tolerate extreme insomnia caused by it. I don't just mean post-alcohol insomnia; the baclofen kept me awake and I was only able to get 2-3 hours sleep a night. It was driving me nuts. I decided to smoke pot as an emotional bandaid instead of taking baclofen, and it has "kind of" worked. Pot seems to largely block my depression and anxiety, although I don't enjoy the buzz the same way I did with alcohol. It's very different, especially if you're seeking the same feelings that drinking produces. All the same, I accepted pot as my best available choice at the time, since being AF with absolutely no treatment for emotional difficulties is just not an option for me.
Pot does have negatives, and I am at the point of wanting to give it up aswell. I hope that prescription drugs may help me for a while. Pot is causing a profound tiredness that often lingers the whole next day, even though I still only smoke at night. It also lacks alcohol's immediate calming effects, at least for me. The high is more of an anxious, stimulant type of effect until 30-60 minutes have passed. It also keeps my mind racing for an hour or more once I go to bed, but after that I do manage to get a fairly decent sleep. I have made a few attempts to stop smoking already, and each time there have been some very unpleasant withdrawal symptoms, which are somewhat like untreated alcohol withdrawals (minus the seizure risk).
I did try TSM last year but only stuck with it for a month, mainly due to impatience and not fully realising how long it would take to start having a really noticeable effect. I chose detox and baclofen, then pot, this year rather than trying TSM again because of my very high drinking level. My liver was already crook and I didn't think I could keep on drinking as I normally did for long enough to allow TSM to work properly. Since it isn't recommended for someone who is already AF, I haven't tried it since.
For anyone seeking to try marijuana, all I can say is that it is probably best seen as a short-term fix only.
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