houtx770 wrote:
Waiting2Exhale -
I feel like you are my alter ego! I love you!! LOL - seriously, so much of what you say about yourself and your life is so similar to mine! I am excited you are finally on your way w/ us here and looking forward to seeing what effect NTX has w/ you. Although I've never been an all-day drinker, I sure like the idea of having a Bloody Mary in the late a/m. over a stack of paperwork! To talk myself into housework sometimes, I picture it while sipping a perfect martini - ala Donna Reed or June Cleaver - dusting & vacuuming in my heels and pearls! Only I am not a housewife and am more than a mere martini or frozen entree' away from a nervous breakdown! Silly thoughts indeed -
Seriously, I know we are trying to break these bad habits and our destructive addiction...STILL...it is soooo kind-of Hollywood to picture the Bloody Mary on the desk w/ the work. It's the same w/ me on ocasion when I venture away from the regular evening Chardonnay, the housework, the work work, and want the perfect martini all set-up in that frosty glass...preferably at a mahognay bar. Used to be it would include a cigarette...legs, a great dress and a fine man to complete the picture...I am trying to break down these fantasies and am doing rather well. It's been a couple of months since the martini scene played out on whatever front. I stick close to home and stay with the wine. Pop that bubble!
The last few nights have been good - taking it slow. Keeping records.
Yes, cheers!
Yes, quite a few of us have similar habits, esp. the Chardonnay. Your records houtx, are very useful to me, as you're just a few weeks ahead of me, and they reflect about the same progress - or lack thereof. I think it was Potato (?) who said there wasn't much discernable progress until about week 8. You seem to be following that curve, entering into that week.
Keep us posted!