Hey Robert!
Is that really a picture of you, with a bird on your head? It's a great photo, so I guess it really doesn't matter.
I'm glad that this "Frustrated" thread is here, because it's important for us to have a way to vent, and have the opportunity to be honest about how we feel without judgement.
The range of emotions I've felt over the past few weeks is hard to describe. I'm filled with excitement, fear, determination, and despair all at once, and sometimes I'm just 'OK'. I think the part of this program that allows us to "drink again" makes us giddy with joy at first, forgetting that there is still hard work ahead to make this tremendous change in our lives really happen. It's like stumbling into a pile of cash, winning the game, but then realizing it's just Monopoly money. Still, you're in the game and have a fighting chance, but it's not "real" yet. I pray each day that we will all succeed, but no matter what, I've found success in getting to know all of you - finding great people all across the planet who share a unique understanding of this misery has been SUCH a blessing to me! The timing is amazing, and might constitute 'Divine Intervention' for me. It's the same old 'everything happens for a reason' thing, and I am a believer in that.
Please keep the posts coming - this is SO much better than formal therapy! You guys are all great. Thanks for being here!
