viewtopic.php?f=6&t=4632Hi All, I am just beginning this journey and the above linq is my old post from the Introduce Yourself forum.
I'm off to see my GP in about 1hr to hopefully get my script for Nal!! The last week has been a real eye opener for me! I've been going pretty hard as if I'm saying goodbye to AL!! Waking up feeling lousy but then looking at posts on this website and truly feeling inspired & hopeful!
The wife caught me sneaking a cocktail on Sunday while she was putting the kids to bed and I then decided to be open with her about what I'm doing...I even showed her my original post. She is well aware of my issues but as we're very lacking in the communication department, has only voiced them at times when we're in the heat of the moment arguing.
I know that I have to do this for ME and no one else. Life without or controlled AL is soooo much better!!
for the past week I've been really trying to learn how my thoughts, routines and feelings are about AL. I realize the warmth and comfort I feel it's giving me to only have it be overtaken by the urge to get my next drink before I'm even done the 1st one. I tend to binge pretty quickly to the finish line!
My plan of attack for tonight is as follows...
1) take 1/2 (25mg) of a pill at dinner (approx. 6:30pm)...I then have a 10pm hockey game (I am Canadian!) which I never drink before hand anyways but we tend to have beers in the dressing room afterwards. My plan is to really see how I'm feeling to the pill and through that 1st beer. I'm really going to see if I can have just a couple (In the past I would get home and have a bunch more either with my neighbor who plays on the team as well or by myself)
For the next few days I want to take the pill and just try to have 1 or 2 cocktails and see how it's affecting me. I'm thinking I will probably take 25mg for a week or so and see where it takes me.
Any thoughts or advice would be welcomed and everyone's support has been truly amazing!!