I posted an introduction a week or so ago here
http://www.thesinclairmethod.net/community/viewforum.php?f=6&sid=7ec2cac5746c012c60f017cfcb86f3ad.
Since this post, my husband and I had a pretty bad falling out about his sneaking and drinking jager on top of whatever. He had been banned from jager and most hard liquor because it simply makes him stupid drunk. He doesn't do it alot, but the last time he did it a few weeks ago it prompted the search for help which landed me here basically.
We are both alcoholics but we are different in the way that we drink and the reasons we drink. He started drinking and drinks for anxiety and pleasure, depending on the day. I started drinking to be social I guess or while being social and over the years, I developed a habit. We both crave and generally drink four to seven days of the week. I would say we both generally drink five days a week regularly, mostly on weekends and are off days are usually Monday and Tuesday. We both usually binge when we drink or drink alot.
So today we got our pills. We drank Friday as usual, beer atleast a 8 to 10 beers each. Johnny drank atleast a 6 pack on Saturday and I drank two beers. We both were AF on Sunday.
We don't always feel like drinking and this may have been a bad day to start our pills because we usually don't drink on Mondays and today was a different day for me all around. I cleaned the house all day and I cooked. I usually don't clean or cook ha ha! But I do want to drink when I cook because for some stupid reason or another.
About 30 min. after taking the pills, we both felt different. It could have been that we had a something built up in our minds about it. But we both felt a little high. Johnny went to the store and I noticed myself feeling increasing relaxed. Not sure if that was the med or not but I felt different and it wasn't bad. Johnny returned and told me he was having moments of feeling relaxed and anxious. Anyway, we had set the hour timer and started drinking an hour and 25 min. after taking our 50 mg. pills.
I'm drinking Merlot and I'm on my second glass. I don't know if I will finish this or have another yet. Johnny drank two beers and poured out the third about half way through!

He is different than me that while home, he will not drink and eat dinner. He does his drinking then stops and eats, then he goes to bed. I like to drink and eat dinner and will continue drinking until bedtime. And I'm usually the first to eat, as he is still drinking and he not that hungry. The roles have reversed tonight because I'm not hungry at all! But it is hot here in the south and I was heating up the kitchen and I felt nauseaus until I sat down for a min. to write this. I feel better now, not so yucky but still not hungry. I'm over weight so it will not hurt me to miss a meal!
I will keep everyone posted of our progress especially for the lurkers that have similar habits as we do and similar histories. Wish us luck!