thanks ruthy,
You're words have been ever so encouraging since I joined. Really appreciate it. I've had to settle for a liquid (nevitrol i think it's called, not the best but helps a bit). Motillium does not appear to available OTC in the US (unless your in the US, and I'm just not looking in the right place

).
I am realizing that it is indeed a marathon and not a sprint, it's just that the book made it sound like the results would be seen much sooner. Much more of a journey than anticipated I guess.
I did notice in the first couple of days (while on 50 mg) that I didn't want to finish that 6 pack, but of course did anyway

. Unfortunately, the side effects forced me to dose down,now I don't see much difference, but I'm sure that will change as my dose is increased. And hey, you're right. My numbers
have actually dropped a bit!
Sticking with it!