I upload my photos to http://www.imageshack.us then I use the "Img" button and I put the url from imageshack in between the "Img /Img" thingys

edit: I mean imageshack not ripway

Ok, I will think about trying that tomorrow as I am tired now, always fun to learn a new way. Thanks LoOp.

All is well on the home front...so far. Again do not try this at home!

Numbers in white are 10mg pills of baclofen:

I started running low on baclofen because allday made a mistake and only shipped me half my order. It was kind of a pain in the a** sorting it out because their English leaves something to be desired but in the end they made me whole, and then some. They're shipping me the other half of my order plus I got to tack on an order for 4x as much with no shipping!

Because I've been running low I've had to take less and that accounts for my weekly total coming in higher than I'd like... at 32 units!

I should get my other order sometime late this week or early next week.

I've really only been drunk once in the last 10 days. It has been such a reprieve.

So very glad to hear things continue to be so much better for you Lo0p, absolutely delighted

Out of baclofen. Cravings and feelings are back and in full force. What a contrast it is, I didn't realize how good I've had it for the last 2 weeks. Don't know when to expect my next shipment, AllDay is proving themselves to be incredibly inept and even dishonest.

I just need to hang on.

Someone was kind enough to FedEx me some Baclofen a few days ago. Not a lot but enough to keep me from hurling myself in front of moving vehicles .

To date I have not received the second half of an order that I placed with AllDayChemist on Oct. 12. It cleared customs in New York last night and should be arriving at my house by Saturday. I believe I have been lied to, or at the very least been given wildly inaccurate information regarding shipment dates.

I can only hope that extinction is occurring behind the scenes in my little experiment. We shall see. All in all though I'm very satisfied, crisis abated. I'm confident that when my shipment of Baclofen arrives I'll have enough so that I can actually have some AF days and start taking advantage of selective extinction. This is something that I'm confident I would not have been able to do at this point without the Baclofen. In fact, I'm not even sure I would be alive.

There have been a few nights where I intentionally went to sleep AF for the day, but I invariably woke up an hour or two later. The only way I was going to get to sleep was by drinking, but I plain just didn't want to. The thought of drinking was revolting. So I'd sit in front of my computer for a couple of hours till like one in the morning, then pour myself a stiff drink and set it next to my mouse. I'd think about trying to choke it down but couldn't quite stomach the thought of it. Then finally I'd swill it at about three in the morning purely out of a desire to just go to sleep with no craving for it at all.

The solution to this for me is getting back to work and getting back into the gym. I've been running the family store, but the shop is really slow these days and it doesn't tire me out at all. So I've canvassed the town and actually found one good solid lead! Someone is actually hiring right now and they've told me I'm the perfect fit for the job! Sounds hopeful but it hasn't hatched quite yet, though I am pretty confident I'll be working within the next couple of weeks. I'll be able to hit the gym as soon as my arm heals.

Things are looking up!

LoOP, have been reading your posts all along and this is wonderful news all the way around. If I get the courage I may just try the Baclofen next! I know my Dr. will not prescribe and that is holding me back $$$$

Hi Lo0p,

I'm absolutely delighted to hear you say that - long may it continue!

V.

I am so pleased for you Lo0p - well done you for hanging in there!