Virgil,
I am sorry that TSM did not work for you. You and I had very similar plans, try TSM for 9 months, then try baclofen. I suffer from OCD and hypomania (with its accompanying anxiety) , so we are also similar in that respect. The difference for me was TSM worked after 5 months of treatment and it continues to do so. I still have too take meds for OCD and Benzos for the mania, but at least I'm not in an alcoholic death spiral any longer.
You will eventually find your cure. I don't know if you remember, but I underwent Aversion Therapy 13 months ago and that still has an effect on me to this day. Prior to that therapy, my DOC was Bourbon and Vodka. To this day, I can't even smell or look at the stuff without getting nauseous. Under TSM, I only drank Guinness Stout, since it was the only beverage that was unaffected by the Aversion Therapy. And now I really don't care for it either that much.
All that to say there are other medical therapies available to you and if you keep trying you'll find the one that works for you.
Bob
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