Nigel -
I would say that as long as the average is on a downward slope you're winning, so carry on. You're seeing a difference between 50mg and 75mg, so it might be worth a trial at 100mg to see if you get faster progress. I've seen more than a few cases where that made the difference and my own TSM doc told me that some people do indeed need a higher dose.
If you want to accelerate your progress beyond that, it's time to look at an adjunct, which may be adding in another med, cultivating enhanced conscious control or some of each. One idea for a med might be Baclofen, as addiction happens via GABA pathways as well as Opioid pathways (though they end up at the same place, by futzing with subconscious survival/reward imperatives in the Striatum).
WRT conscious control, this can get to be a bit of an art of watching for what comes up as you're drinking throughout the evening. If you don't intercept a stressor and the conscious processes go "tilt", it just gets handed off to the Striatum, which is going to do what it did last time (compel you to pour another one). As alcohol tends to anesthetize the frontal lobes (where conscious control originates), it gets harder to react to recognize the stressor and select a satisfying conscious alternative that keeps the situation from ending up in the Striatum's lap. And we know how that old song and dance goes. Or to steal a quote from the Big Book:
"You don't have a problem, you have a solution that you don't like."
So aside from setting a trap and watching for what comes to take the bait, perhaps check in to something like SMART Recovery or Moderation Management, both of which have online communities. I think in both cases you have to register for an account to see much of the content. SMART doesn't always tolerate "moderation", but I think they're getting to realize that no matter how you spell strict abstinence, it fails for most people. They do have a handbook on Amazon that's pretty inexpensive and some have said that it's easier to learn the SMART tools that way, then hit the online forums. I haven't dealt with Moderation Management at all, but it would seem that it would be a natural for a TSM'er that wants to boost the results they're getting with Naltrexone.
What say you?
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