Hi WTE, it is usually doom and gloom. It has just been a bit more sunny here than usual. Today was a great day for October.
Have been getting a lot from the posts and this site. Thanks to all who post their weekly progress, and post how they are getting on - whether things are going good, or not so good. It is a real help.
Realized I haven't posted my progress for a couple of weeks. Week 14 - no denying the numbers were down (25 UK Units - 14 US Units) , but I have to admit this was more of product of what was going on in my life, rather than TSM if I am honest. On two occasions in week 13 other people were in charge of the bottle, and if I would have had it my way, I would have gone for more. Got 3 AFDs in there which I'm really happy about. I am finding the AFDs much easier these days. It is funny, on the AFDs, I simply have better things to do than drink now the cravings are fairly low - at a 3. I know this is a product of the NAL and TSM and am very grateful for it.
Week 15 - Again good numbers (26 UK Units - 15 US units) - again busy week and got 5 AFD's in there. Amazing! Had one blow-out binge of 17.5 Units one day which I am not proud about. I was so hungover the next day - I was green and had to go to work. I seem to be finding the AFDs easy, but I am still binging when I drink. I am with you SBTS - I always seem to drink more after my AFDs. My anxiety is still there when I take the NAL. I was supposed to go and drink with some friends last night, but an hour after taking my NAL I knew I wasn't in a good state (my anxiety was high) and I decided not to go. Saying that, I was in a Health Store today, and was going to replenish my supply of St John's Wort (a herbal anti-depressant) I had the bottle in hand and decided to put it back, as I can honestly say I don't need it. I feel really good at the moment, and don't need an anti-depressant. This put a real smile on my face. I know this is a product of TSM - and again, am very grateful.
In week 16 now. I am off on vacation next week and am a bit worried about it. Last vacation I seriously blew out to 111 UK Units. I am going to make a real effort not to make a repeat performance.
Hope all continues to go well for those on TSM. 6DIJ
_________________ Pre SM – 75 UK a wk. Crav 8
Wk - UK/US /Cravings 1. 41/24/4 2. 33/19/6 3. 28/16/6 4. 59/34/7 5. 30/17/5 6. 47/27/5 7. 46/26/6 8. 40/23/6 9. 111/64/8 10. 50/29/6 11. 51/29/5 12. 47/27/4 13. 32/18/3 14. 25/14/3 15. 26/15/3 16. Week 16 Underway
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