Actually I'm finding the first thing is my craving is down considerably. My habit is stable though, I just seem to pop that Nal around 4pm for that first 5pm drink. But I am having more & more thoughts throughout the day that I just don't need to have a drink tonight. But I still do. This past weekend a friend gave me a can of beer & since I hadn't taken a Nal yet I said I'd hold it for later. He didn't care. The biggest deal though is the next day feelings. Hangovers are different and really sick feeling. Like I had a some poison last night. I think I am really getting ready for extinction but only time will tell. My numbers look pretty progressive though don't they? Last year at this time I was 10 days away from going to my doctor for outpatient detox. I got valium, nal, campral. Well, I didn't carry on with the other two and if you read my other posts you'll not I took the Nal the way it is prescribed, daily in the morning to prevent craving. As I wrote, I made it till June. Then I started to drink again. Never to the level of 14oz of Jim Beam a day though. That was 16.95 standard drinks a day or per week 118.6440678. Wow, I never calculated that before! I was really bad! It's working. Between the Nal & my personal values I am on my way to what? We'll see...
Day Std Drinks Weekly Daily Avg 9/13 8.54 9/14 7.54 9/15 7.62 9/16 4.61 9/17 9.44 9/18 6.87 9/19 9.44 54.06 7.72 9/20 7.15 9/21 9.09 9/22 7.38 9/23 7.42 9/24 9.66 9/25 8.92 9/26 8.3 57.92 8.27 9/27 4.01 9/28 5.77 9/29 4.61 9/30 6.46 10/1 6.21 10/2 7.49 10/3 11.95 46.5 6.64 10/4 1 10/5 5.51 10/6 7.02 10/7 5.01 10/8 3.01 10/9 5.53 10/10 9.22 36.3 5.19
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