well, so, if anyone is reading, i have had four glasses of wine tonight, i have been on nal since may of 2009 and not tsm really, and not always taking it as directed. anyhoo, the holidays are never well for me. but this year i did have my parents and some friends over for new years eve, made all the food myself and people raved and even asked for recipes, and i rememeber all of it (although bf thinks i got too drunk), hosted christmas eve as well and it went smashingly gorgeous with a centerpiece and a primerib even, but fell asleep (note did not pass out as i did say i wanted to lie down:) and ended up didn't put out santa presents......ah! well...maybe it's cuz i tried on my own and didn't do it 'right', so still mishaps, but from where i came from...wow...just wow! still, AL, REALLY??!!! ARRGHH!!! new bf never saw 'THAT GIRL' and still thinks i'm a drunk. sigh. wow...just wow! will i ever get there? well, that's all i'm gonna post! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Welcome MissKriss-there are lots of people definitely reading here and so glad you decided to post. So it seems like you're having some successes with NAL. When you were prescribed it in 2009 were you given proper instructions of how to use it (TSM)? Have you read the Eskapa book? I can empathize with the BF, even though I'm doing MUCH better than I was 3 months ago mine still doesn't like it when I drink at all so I try not to do it in front of him. I won't bombard you with questions, but welcome again and I hope this forum can be as supportive for you as it has been for me and many others. Happy New Year!