Hi Everyone First I'd like to say I'm sorry for not contributing in a while, I have one computer at home that my teens are always on (also don't know about tsm) . I try to sneak on at work whenever I can. Thanks to the cured, almost cured and the brave and patient for posting. I hang on your ever words, and my heart and prayers goes out to the ones that are taking longer. I'm afraid I may be the same( drank about 60/80 units for many years) I am at week 12. I will post my # when I have them with me next time, but # haven't changed much. With that said my attitude to acho is so much different than per tsm, and the way I look at life in general is much better. In fact one thing I did which I would never have done per tsm is join a gym. I was either too hung over, or drinking the hair of the dog to ever work out. At just 3 days my knee started hurting and has hurt sometimes in the past. Went and had an MRI, and guess what I have "bone infarct" dead (no blood supply) knee. After ruling out most causes, it seems years of drinking has caused this. Cure- total knee replacement. (I'm still going for a second opinion, but dead is dead no matter what.) To all of you younger people (and I'm not that old, 48) please don't wait to start tsm or anything to get help!!!!! As much as I'm afraid of the surgery, I'm so much more afraid of going off nal when I'm not at the place I want to be. At may be I can hang in there till then but may be not. And even though I know drinking without nal at this point is so not good, I afraid I will not have the strainth, hell that's how I got here to begain with. And am I now going to make my super highway into the Autobone? Maybe I can take different kinds of pain killers than oipions, but was told they will not work. I can't begin to tell you all how terrified I am! Thanks so much for all of you sharing your lifes, and may God and, or something look out for each of us.
_________________ Pre -- 60+/wk week, units, cravings wk1--51---10 wk2--62---10 wk3--60 wk4--69 wk5--63 wk6--68 wk7--63 wk8--74 wk9--61 wk10--70 wk11--67
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