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My posts always sound sterner than I intend them to sound. It must be the writing style I am accustomed to at work.
It's difficult to describe the feelings I have coming back to this forum, when I can't even relate anymore to what I just went through over a year ago. I come back here because I have a personal commitment to report my situation through 21 months. My wife wants me to move on now. I owe her that after what alcohol has done to our marriage. She bristles every time she sees I am posting here. She knows I want to help others, but our marriage comes first and she is right. So, there is only 3 months more of me being here and I don't post as often as I used to.
Other cured people have similar situations. They are not being selfish. Most go through the "shout-it-from-the-rooftops" phase, only to be faced with the reality that the general population does not listen to the truth. This reality about the human condition crushes your initial enthusiasm. That coupled with your new life with your family, friends and workmates is overwhelming. So, we fade back into mainstream life like good social creatures.
Regarding volunteering, PM N101CS, the sole Administrator and owner of this site. In my opinion, this forum needs help.
Bob
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Code: Pre-TSM~54u/Wk Wk1-52:40,42,39,28,33,33,43,40,36,30,34,30,30║30,38,13,25,4,22,12,6,9,5,9,3,5║6,6,5,4,9,6,0,9,2,2,5,4,4║3,4,5,3,4,2,6,2,6,4,8,2,2u W53-91: 4, 2, 2, 2, 3, 2, 1, 5, 4,17, 0, 0, 0║ 3, 0, 3, 0,3, 0, 2,0,0,0,0,0,0║0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0u
"Cured" @ Week 21 (5 Months), Current Week: 97 (23rd Month)
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