Hi All,
I'm new to the board and and want to say hello and tell you a little about me.
I have had a few incidents drinking when my wife is around that has ended in her threatening to leave me if I dont stop drinking. We have a young child together and I don't want to lose them. My wife usually winds me up at the best of times but when I'm drinking I retaliate and the arguments escalate to a point where the she calls me an alcoholic and blames it on my drinking.
I have previously been on Campral which helped to stop me drinking for a while but I eventually ended up drinking again. I started taking Naltrexone three days ago after reading about it on MWO and about TSM here. I went to my usual doctor and explained that the Campral wasnt effective and I would like to try Naltrexone, he hadn't heard of it and looked it up on his computer. He initially seemed hesitant and said that it was for heroin users but I told him I had heard it was for alcohol too and after some more reading on his computer he agreed to prescribe it to me. He gave me a script for Revia with one repeat. My usual pharmacy didnt have it in stock but I was able to get it from a different pharmacy across town for $34.20 which is the same price as the Campral here in Australia.
So I started taking the Naltrexone together with the left over Campral that I had but stopped taking the Campral today because I thought it may have been causing my nausea however I now think that may be caused by the Naltrexone.
Since taking the Naltrexone I haven't found myself wanting to drink but have been forcing myself to have at least two beers each day as per TSM. Its a strange feeling being affected by alcohol while on Naltrexone, I know that I am affected because of the impaired coordination and sedation but at the same time I feel I'm at a place outside of it because I dont have the euphoric feelings that I usually get. I just get tired and grumpy - which are the the effects I usually get after the initial euphoria is gone (and then I drink more and faster to try and bring the euphoria back) I dont know if this is just initial side effects or how it is all the time.
I also have nausea and feel low and tired a lot. Im going to bed earlier than what I usually would and have less interest in things that I usually like doing. I hope this goes away soon.
Can anyone tell me if its ok to only drink every second day on TSM? I used to drink every day but now Im just not interested.