Hi Modernmuse, sorry to hear you are soo disheartened with your progress, this will not be the first or the last for anyone here

this takes patience and yes its a roller coaster ride, no two people are alike. I myself have felt that my alcohol consumption was a lot more than pre TSM and remained so for sometime. I am now commencing my sixth month and am now seeing glimmers of hope

I am committed to this for at least a year and I think you should try to think around the same time frame. You are still very early in the course. As far as I was concerned when I was two month on the course I saw very little advantages and mostly disadvantages at that stage but now I am quite pleased, so far, as I am seeing advantages now in the treatment. Please hold on and keep taking your Nal, try not to forget and keep it with you at all times, in your wallet etc so you do not forget

I wish you the best of luck and keep posting here and I will keep a look out for your progress.
Good luck and look to the future, it takes patience! xx